everything i got

i fucking deserve(d)

my heart

i don't believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now

one day

i will run out of tears

hope over fear (pt. 2)

this is history; we are a part of it


and i couldn't be any more proud

november

november is here. voting in 3 days!

october proved to be a challenging month but had many good memories as well. halloween was wonderful.
there are only two months left of 2008, and i plan to have a wonderful rest of the year.

surreal

hero

hope over fear

vote
vote
vote
vote
vote


tuesday november 4th

regardless of who you vote for make sure to take advantage of this privilege

all i need

my very own bear grylls

because

i don't want to anyone to get hurt. thats the last thing i want.

but im not sure how i can keep going on like this.


but when all else fails, there is always hope

i will get through this

dear mr. potential president(s)

many people are saying that it does not matter who you vote for. that the country is in so much trouble as it is and no one can save us. maybe it is true. maybe we are beyond repair. but maybe someone can really help improve the country. i think sometimes i might come off as "unpatriotic" and that bothers me because it is not really how i feel. i want to be proud to live wherever i am living. however, when i step back and look at the big picture, it is not always that easy. i think most people are tired of the past 8 years and are ready for change.

So for the two presidential hopefuls:

i must say that you both are obviously extremely intelligent to have gotten where you are today. although i rarely agree with one of you, i must say that i respect you for the fact that you have beliefs and you fight for them. on the other hand, i agree with one of you on mostly all of your platforms and i respect you so much because i feel you love this country and truly want to make a change for the better.

i admire one of you so much because you have really run a campaign that is practically free of attacks on your competitor. that really means so much to me.

but there is one of you whose whole campaign seems to be run on the basis of attacking your competitors character. i cannot respect that at all. it is so hard to know your positions on issues when you are trying to smear your opponent instead of telling the public your plans for change.

but to whomever of you takes office, please use this position for good. there is so much good you can do. please realize that taking this office necessitates the need for you to be completely selfless. you are doing this for the American people as a whole. i know you are strong enough to take this position because you are here. if you were not strong enough, you would have broke down somewhere along the way.

save me

this could be a turning point. this could be a place in my life where i let it all go and move on.

if only it were that easy. but i have people in my life who lift my spirits, so it can be that easy.
when it comes down to it i am so blessed with everything i already have.

i've never been anywhere cold as you

i can take comfort in the fact that i perhaps can comfort other people

and that should be enough
it will be enough

why

why is it that just when things start to get better...

something happens and it is so easy to fall down.

i will stay strong
i will stay strong
i will stay strong

now

from now on i will stay positive about everything.



coldplay in november....can't wait