wednesday

wednesdays are always strange for me. im not sure why. maybe because its the middle of the week and i prefer extremes. today was a nice day though. i went to starbucks with helen for tea and a bagel, and then shopped at target for a bit. i got a new black semi-dressy shirt. my love even came over to see me even though i was going to drive over to see him. he is sleeping in my room right now. but i cant seem to sleep so i sit here typing this. top chef just ended. i dont know if anyone actually watches that show but i have been keeping up with this past season. i was so sad to see fabio go home. he is just so charming and beautiful. and for some reason that is making me sad right now. how strange. i also really want to take ballet. i have no idea why. i took it when i was younger and i enjoyed it, but i am thinking about taking it at school on saturday from 11.30-2.30. again, how very strange.